My love will stay

I might not end up being your girl
I might not be a part of your life
I might not be able to get your love
No matter how hard i strive
But you will be mine in some other life
And ill wait for that fateful day
Until then till the end of time
I promise my love will stay

My love will be there when you'r sad

It will be there when you'r pissed

It will guide you when you lose direction

Show you a way back to bliss

It does not matter how you feel

How your feelings fluctuate everyday

Everything might change , i might too

But i promise my love will stay... 

I'll go if you ask me to

Or if i don't want to cause you pain
But it feels like i've loved you for a thousand years
And i couldn't learn to stop since then
There should be a place where its not so hard
For you to be with me
Is it where the sun melts in the horizon ?
Where the starts shine down into the sea?
Cuz that is the place where ill be yours
In your arms , ill remain night and day
Until i find that place and make you mine
I promise my love will stay....

The wait

What am i waiting for?
For you to love me completely,
Or for me to stop loving you at all?
For you to stop calling me ,
Or for me to stop waiting for your call?
For you to call me your one and only
And make me yours for the rest of your life ?
Or for me to stop glowing, when i picture myself as your wife?
For you to be there to protect me, when i feel unsafe and down,
Or stop feeling strong , as i feel your presence around ?
For you to not tell me ,that you tried not talking to me,
And how you feel for me ,you doubt,
Or to not hurt within, when you say these ,and pout?
For all i know, i cant stop ;A long way i have come
In you I find love and hope, and i know that i sound dumb
But i cant stop thinking of you, you are always on my mind
Besides strong love, my lost strength and happiness in you i find
I really hope you feel the same for me, as i feel for you someday
Cuz if you open your heart to me 
I'll never give up on you , come what may .....

A girl I once knew

Today I want to write about this girl I knew

Not from a very long time ago

She was naive, gentle and a little gullible

With eyes as simple as a doe.

She always wore her charming smile

Her twinkling eyes were a thing

Her nonstop chatter was like music

I must say she had a zing!

Everywhere she went, she spread love

People loved having her around

She embraced all, small and big

Her love knew no bounds.

She loved to love and be loved back

And from a very tender age

She had dreams as big as Jack's beanstalk

That one day she'll reach a stage,

When she too will have someone special,

Who will love her beyond reasons

Who would mean more than the world to her,

Whose love wouldn’t change like seasons.

Dreaming with her rosy glasses on

One day she became a teen

Guys queued up behind her like her tail

But she couldn't find the special 'him'

But then one day, there was Magic!

And she found her first love in a friend

With him she had her first kiss and dance

She was so happy; you should have seen her then.

Her gait was always Skippy,

Her joy was beyond measure

In him she'd found the fortune of life

That she cherished and would always treasure

But little she knew about the cruel world

And the cruel strategies it schemed

It skinned her daily bit by bit

Peeled her charm while she screamed-

Screamed her lungs out for someone to hear

To pull her outta that pit

Into which her 'precious loves' had pushed her

Where she was only dead meat

And then somehow she climbed out

Wounded, bruised and scarred

Her glow was lost, her charm was taken

But she still had the strength to start

That doe eyed girl went missing since

But she managed to turn around

Although she never smiled the way she did

And her eyes were now just a pale dull brown.

For you dork

I wanted to write something on you 

and kept thinking what would be fit

should i write about the way I care,

or the story of how we finally meet.

And then I thought I'll just pour out

All that's there in my heart 

Of how a virtual friend became so special

I guess i need to begin from the start 

I saw you for the first time in Vegas

And zoop ! I was drawn towards you 

What was the connection between you and I ? 

I'm still trying to find the clue.

You saw what no one else could see in me 

You made me feel so good

You gave me a feeling , you wouldn't let me fall 

Although you deprived me of food 

Grand Canyon would never look the same again 

The way it did that day 

I wish i hadn't blown my chances

And listened to what my heart had to say

You light up the darkness within me 

I feel so happy around you  

My eyes start twinkling, my smile gets bigger

I guess i do the same for you 

I don't know what the future holds,

I don't wanna manipulate it too 

But even if we are not together 

I shall always be there for you -

I'll be there for you as your 'Idiot' 

Through all thickness and thins

My strongest desire is to keep you happy 

It doesn't matter if I lose or win .

Mother's Day !

Starting as a single cell

Growing inside her each day

Breathing her air ,eating her food

Into this world , i made my way

The hormones made her look pathetic

She started losing hair

She could no longer fit into her skinny clothes

But she didn't seem to care

She nurtured me inside her

Like a pea within a pod

And then she brought me out here

Fighting against all odds

So how can a single day justify

All that she's done for me

I treat every day as Mother's Day

Cuz without her , i wouldn't be ....

Broken Promises

Broken Promises
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Didn't you make  a promise to me
About not opening your heart again
About not letting anyone into your life
About not enduring any more pain

Didn't you make a promise to me
That you'll change into a stronger self
You'll bury that emotional mush that you were
Under innumerable layers that none could delve

Didn't you make a promise to me
To have your guards up all the time
To check your heart each time it skipped a beat
To lock it up from committing that crime

Yet there you are after all these years
Standing at the same crossroad,your bleeding heart in your hand
Why do you not learn from your mistakes
Is something that I simply dont understand !

You make a fool of yourself each time
Trying to achieve something that's simply not meant to be
Please keep one last request of mine
Give it a break and stop doing this to me !!!!!