Monday, April 13, 2015

My love will stay

I might not end up being your girl
I might not be a part of your life
I might not be able to get your love
No matter how hard i strive
But you will be mine in some other life
And ill wait for that fateful day
Until then till the end of time
I promise my love will stay

My love will be there when you'r sad
It will be there when you'r pissed
It will guide you when you lose direction
Show you a way back to bliss
It does not matter how you feel
How your feelings fluctuate everyday
Everything might change , i might too
But i promise my love will stay... 

I'll go if you ask me to
Or if i don't want to cause you pain
But it feels like i've loved you for a thousand years
And i couldn't learn to stop since then
There should be a place where its not so hard
For you to be with me
Is it where the sun melts in the horizon ?
Where the starts shine down into the sea?
Cuz that is the place where ill be yours
In your arms , ill remain night and day
Until i find that place and make you mine
I promise my love will stay....

Saturday, February 7, 2015

The wait

What am i waiting for?
For you to love me completely,
Or for me to stop loving you at all?
For you to stop calling me ,
Or for me to stop waiting for your call?
For you to call me your one and only
And make me yours for the rest of your life ?
Or for me to stop glowing, when i picture myself as your wife?
For you to be there to protect me, when i feel unsafe and down,
Or stop feeling strong , as i feel your presence around ?
For you to not tell me ,that you tried not talking to me,
And how you feel for me ,you doubt,
Or to not hurt within, when you say these ,and pout?
For all i know, i cant stop ;A long way i have come
In you I find love and hope, and i know that i sound dumb
But i cant stop thinking of you, you are always on my mind
Besides strong love, my lost strength and happiness in you i find
I really hope you feel the same for me, as i feel for you someday
Cuz if you open your heart to me 
I'll never give up on you , come what may .....

Monday, February 2, 2015

A girl I once knew

Today I want to write about this girl I knew
Not from a very long time ago
She was naive, gentle and a little gullible
With eyes as simple as a doe.
She always wore her charming smile
Her twinkling eyes were a thing
Her nonstop chatter was like music
I must say she had a zing!
Everywhere she went, she spread love
People loved having her around
She embraced all, small and big
Her love knew no bounds.
She loved to love and be loved back
And from a very tender age
She had dreams as big as Jack's beanstalk
That one day she'll reach a stage,
When she too will have someone special,
Who will love her beyond reasons
Who would mean more than the world to her,
Whose love wouldn’t change like seasons.

Dreaming with her rosy glasses on
One day she became a teen
Guys queued up behind her like her tail
But she couldn't find the special 'him'
But then one day, there was Magic!
And she found her first love in a friend
With him she had her first kiss and dance
She was so happy; you should have seen her then.
Her gait was always Skippy,
Her joy was beyond measure
In him she'd found the fortune of life
That she cherished and would always treasure

But little she knew about the cruel world
And the cruel strategies it schemed
It skinned her daily bit by bit
Peeled her charm while she screamed-
Screamed her lungs out for someone to hear
To pull her outta that pit
Into which her 'precious loves' had pushed her
Where she was only dead meat
And then somehow she climbed out
Wounded, bruised and scarred
Her glow was lost, her charm was taken
But she still had the strength to start
That doe eyed girl went missing since
But she managed to turn around
Although she never smiled the way she did

And her eyes were now just a pale dull brown.

Monday, January 26, 2015

For you dork

I wanted to write something on you 
and kept thinking what would be fit
should i write about the way I care,
or the story of how we finally meet.

And then I thought I'll just pour out
All that's there in my heart 
Of how a virtual friend became so special
I guess i need to begin from the start 

I saw you for the first time in Vegas
And zoop ! I was drawn towards you 
What was the connection between you and I ? 
I'm still trying to find the clue.

You saw what no one else could see in me 
You made me feel so good
You gave me a feeling , you wouldn't let me fall 
Although you deprived me of food 

Grand Canyon would never look the same again 
The way it did that day 
I wish i hadn't blown my chances
And listened to what my heart had to say

You light up the darkness within me 
I feel so happy around you  
My eyes start twinkling, my smile gets bigger
I guess i do the same for you 

I don't know what the future holds,
I don't wanna manipulate it too 
But even if we are not together 
I shall always be there for you -

I'll be there for you as your 'Idiot' 
Through all thickness and thins
My strongest desire is to keep you happy 
It doesn't matter if I lose or win .

Friday, January 9, 2015

Mother's Day !

Starting as a single cell
Growing inside her each day
Breathing her air ,eating her food
Into this world , i made my way

The hormones made her look pathetic
She started losing hair
She could no longer fit into her skinny clothes
But she didn't seem to care

She nurtured me inside her
Like a pea within a pod
And then she brought me out here
Fighting against all odds

So how can a single day justify
All that she's done for me
I treat every day as Mother's Day
Cuz without her , i wouldn't be ....