My first disorganized blog

everybody said that the book 'The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari' by Robin Sharma  is a piece of shit on self improvement and so all these days i restrained myself from reading it . but then curiousity got the better of me and i finnaly bought the book .Have read almost 50% of it and know what i am actually liking it . i feel that each one of us should read the book .

i am really learning a lot from the book .but there are few things in the book which i think even though 100% correct is impossible to practice. its easier said than done .there they ask us to do whatever we feel right and are really passionate about.But is it really possible ?i mean i am a software engineer . passed out last year and have been working for the last 1 year. and trust me , i dont like my job at all as theres hardly anything to do.the work is so damn clerical.i want to do something more challenging and meaningful.but theres absolutely no scope for it.Office sucks big time.there's no appreciation for everytime you do something  good and potray your potential , but no one will even think twice before critizing and rebuke you for a trivial mistake you make.

at times i feel like running away to the greens. i want to stay amidst nature , away from the hustle and bustle of the city . i feel that the city is very cruel . the grey smokes and the noise takes the form of a GREY monster infromt of me .i feel fatigued all the time as more than half of the time i do things just for the sake of doing it . i go to office as i know that i have to work . but i dont enjoy my work . i feel that had i worked at an animal home , looking after stray animals , nurturung them , helping them out i would have been much happier.

but in India , theres no scope for such a thing . u cannot make a living that way.

This is my first Blog , so i am not very comfortable writting it .may be with time and more blogs i'll get the habit of writing a much more oganized blog.